Anime アニメ
Slowly they are taking over the world, and I can tell you that I’m glad.
I remember that I watched anime for first time when I was 7 or 8 years old. I watched “Digimon”. Shortly after that “Dragon Ball” and famous “Dragon Ball Z”. I always loved to watch them and even now when I’m almost adult. Why?
OK, with my first article about emos (Emo culture), I made a lot of traffic to my blog and a lot of incomprehensions from one of my friend who even say that I’m stupid, because I don’t know what emo is all about. She got my article wrong, I was writing about people who is pretending to be too emotional. Well never mind that, I stated to research what means to be true ‘Emo’ and I found very interesting stuff.
That “friend” say that she’s emo and well, after reading and researching all this, I don’t know what to mean about that “friend”… See for yourself…
First to say that I hate word ‘emo’. Don’t have some special reason, because I can say for myself that I’m emotional person, but I just don’t like this word. It’s just too fake. For example, I know one girl, who one day said me: “I’m from now on in emo mood”. This sounds for me that she WANT to be emotional, but you can’t be this by just wanting, it’s just like that. But everyone is emotional, emotions make us humans. But someone hide this (there are a lot of reasons) and someone don’t have problems to show what they feel. This second persons are so called ‘emos’.
Yesterday, I watched Smallville episode called ‘Nemesis’. Well, I’m not going to write my review about episode. I’ll just tell you that I was very touched with episode. There were a lot about friendship and love. And I found myselft in one part of that story.
First, I’ll tell you that my love story is a bit like Clark’s and Lana’s. I don’t have super powers, just for the record 
but I find myself in Clark. Because of this ‘Smallville’ became my favorite show, beside ‘Friends’ ‘Smallville’ is maybe even better.
I’ll quote Annette O’Toole:
“You will never give up on anyone, Clark. Because your greatest strength may also be your greatest weakness. Your hope.”
I never thought about this but it’s just exactly same with me. No metter how someone hurt me, reject me, offend me, I will never hurt him back, I just can’t. And if someone reject me, I will still have some small hope. At the door of hell (according to Dante Alighieri and his book “Divine Comedy” he says: “Hope dies last!”).
Like Martha Kent (Annette O’Toole) said, that is greatest strength and also greatest weakness, because everyone can use me. But, in that situation I’ll stay strong and won’t be fooled.
All in all, I’d like to hear your opinion about this. Does anyone notice that quote beside me?
I don’t have so much readers but I’m hoping that I’ll get more soon. Again hope
Until next entry,
Vladimir
P.S. My English is getting better and better. I’m so excited.
What is love? This is very tender subject, but I’ll tell you some of my experiences and opinions.
Oh, dunno how to start this topic, I won’t think about that I’ll just start.
Well, I felt love and I am still in love. And I’m unhappy because person who gain my heart is just not in love with me and will never be, it’s just like that (well, not never, but for me looks impossible). I’m very unhappy now and the best thing what I can do is to forget this person, and I’m working on this.
Recently I’m feeling hyperactive and I like it. Maybe because of that I came to this blog, well, sounds funny and maybe crazy, but it’s just way how I feel and this is my blog so I can write whatever I want.
Let’s get back on subject:
Well, I don’t know do you understand me. I was feeling very depressed and when I see that person, even worse. Eyes! Mouth! Face! Body! Just appearance! My whole body explode, I really like that feeling, but when I remember what happened and what is happening something dark, painful hit me like lighting, whole world is gone up side down. I don’t like that feeling 
because when I felt it I despise love. In some way, I told everything to that person and reaction is unexpected, and I’m not understood, one more reasons why to feel sad… I don’t want this!!!
Why I can’t be happy, be in a relationship, go out, have nice moments and be happy happy happy. I lot of my friends has same problem, but I can guarantee you that my case is ‘unique’.
I’m hoping that this person will soon became past and that I’ll forget about it (or just reduce this feeling).
I didn’t plan to publish this entry until tomorrow, but I will, just to hear your opinion. Don’t know how many comment will I get, and what kind of comments, but I just clear out what tortured me. I publish it to the world, not just my friends.
Hoping to get some comments and nice opinions.
Thanks for reading,
Vladimir
P.S. More about THIS coming soon! Feel free to ask anything, I’ll decide will you get answer or not
P.P.S. After rereading this article, I’m very satisfied about my English, sounds nice 
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